my life will wait for me

I made changes. I changed most of it except for the hue, still sticking to my renowned favorite color, brown. I’m liking it.

It’s been almost a year since I had my last post. A year had past… the last post was still all about my papers and documents for taking the board exams for nursing. A lo0o0o0o0ot had already happened since then. I had accomplished my papers in due time, i had my 5 months review on a review center near my heart (nursezone family), and so blessed that i passed the said exam. So overwhelmed by that experience. whew! I had so much to write. I am now a licensed but still non practicing due to a lot of reasons.

1. I did applied as a volunteer to local hospitals here on our town but sadly they never gave me a chance to prove my worth.

    (I’m quite depressed about that but i’m moving on)

2.  I got no adequate trainings and seminars that will upgrade my ability and skills as a nurse that’s why no hospital on the city     would hire me.

    (I’m also depressed by the fact that even if i want to attend trainings, i still can’t because i can’t be out of the house for      a long time or else everything will be beyond my control when i get back) 

3. I still don’t have a job because i dont tend to go out of town to find one, even if i find one I still can’t attend to it                 because i need to attend to my family’s needs first eventually neglecting the job. sigh.

4. I am stuck.  (when will i be out?)

I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. Will i stay following the track that my superego tells me? or will i run my way out ? or maybe i’ll stick to the principle that this is what i’m suppose to be and their is a better plan if i’ll just wait and just do the right thing?

I think the last one is better of the others. So i’ll stick to it… my life maybe will wait for me.