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calling CODE BLUE

June 14, 2008

I’m paralyzed, can’t hardly breathe

I can move yet I can’t feel it

I live yet I almost died

Fire and ice inside

Pain and struggling

Half alive, half dying

Breaking inside

Trying to hold the pieces firmer

Making the grip bleeding

Trying to dry and wipe it away

Hiding the tears and not letting a drop fall again

It’s hurting me more and more

Been to diverting things

Controlling gate to lessen pain

Yet pain is so huge  that it makes it through the gate

Stabbing till it reaches my veins

Bleeding to my soul and out to my senses

Holding on this punishment that i deserve

Hoping that I could last

Pain is so much that I now need to let go

but I choose to  hold on till you ask me to stop.

but if I do i’ll bleed myself to death.

declare me dead, after your through

 

 

 

 

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