-Reba McEntire-
calling CODE BLUE
June 14, 2008I’m paralyzed, can’t hardly breathe
I can move yet I can’t feel it
I live yet I almost died
Fire and ice inside
Pain and struggling
Half alive, half dying
Breaking inside
Trying to hold the pieces firmer
Making the grip bleeding
Trying to dry and wipe it away
Hiding the tears and not letting a drop fall again
It’s hurting me more and more
Been to diverting things
Controlling gate to lessen pain
Yet pain is so huge that it makes it through the gate
Stabbing till it reaches my veins
Bleeding to my soul and out to my senses
Holding on this punishment that i deserve
Hoping that I could last
Pain is so much that I now need to let go
but I choose to hold on till you ask me to stop.
but if I do i’ll bleed myself to death.
declare me dead, after your through


